Who am I? What am I here for? I have been lost for most of my life. Twist and turns, ups and downs. Up is when I am up in the sky, higher than high looking down at everyone, laughing I am but soon I will fall lower than low, looking up at everyone else.
Wondering, wondering I am, why has this happened? Why me? What have I done? Confused I am, not knowing who to trust, not knowing where to turn. I need someone. Will that person ever come? Are they there waiting for me? Am I a bad person, am I a good person, am I to ever be loved?
Giving your all and not getting the love and attention you deserve is like having your heart peeled like an orange then the life sucked from the pores.
How difficult it is to function knowing that your heart trusts everyone but your mind is afraid to do so, not knowing what to do. Confused I am, not knowing what I want. Do I need love or do I need help? No one can please me, no one has it all. Wanting it all but never getting what you want. Giving your all, only to have your emotion played with like a ball, throwing you so far then pulling you closer, not having control.
Lost I am.
Lost never to be found����������
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